there's such a fine line

Mar. 17th, 2009

/07/

My--

My basement. How.. It's... Everything on the floor was...

My lab. Damn it all! How am I to carefully move so much equipment? Where am I supposed to store all of this? How high is this water going to get?

Damn this place!

[[ooc: lmfao Fanta I was just making this post when I saw Max's.]]

Mar. 5th, 2009

/06/

There's another scientist here now, is there?

Interesting.

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Feb. 11th, 2009

/05/

Huh.

Another journal of mine... An older one, but still with plenty of useful notes. Perhaps they won't be as useful here as they were back home, however... It's still a comfort to have them.

I guess that I owe my thanks to whoever left this to me.

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Jan. 27th, 2009

/04/

And what was that supposed to mean, whatever your name was---Wilhelm, was it?

"Merely experiencing moments in another world for now?"

Bring them back. They are not your toys.

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Jan. 5th, 2009

/03/

A new year. If it weren't for the fact that I was home for a year, this would be the second straight year here. Still, the second change from one year to another in this place for me.

Things have certainly changed in that time. The gods, the organizations, the people... I'd almost want to say that this world evolves so much quicker than my own, but in the end, not much has ultimately changed at the foundation.

But perhaps that's a good thing.

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Dec. 20th, 2008

/02/

Something is missing from my lab.

Who. was in here. while I was gone.

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Nov. 9th, 2008

/01/ - Voice Post

[There's silence for a bit, then the sound of someone tapping the terminal.]

This is... You absolutely must be kidding me. Am I dreaming again? ...I've dreamed of this place many a time, but this feels different.

No, I remember the difference between dream and the sort of reality that this place provides. Am I back, then?

...It's almost funny, to think about. Purgatory. Repenting for our sins. I almost thought I had already managed that. If anything, in the past year at home, I've improved. And yet here I am again.

[A long pause, and his voice gets quieter.]

I wonder if she... If they...

Jul. 22nd, 2008

.:71:.

I think that I'm very, very glad that I didn't get the dreams that people supposedly got a few days past. Reality in this world is difficult enough to deal with; I cannot even imagine how I would have dealt with happenings such as those that I read on the network.

Other than that? ...Quiet as usual. A little too quiet in this house, as odd as it is for me to say that.

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Jul. 7th, 2008

.:70:.

In another world, maybe. But wherever you are, I hope that you will be safe. All I wish is that you don't forget me.

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Jun. 26th, 2008

.:69:.

Even in dreams...

Ah. Valeria. If we could speak a moment, regarding the CCIS...?

Jun. 21st, 2008

.:68:.

~~And to think, I'm a doctor, and I can't do a thing to help these people. Damnit.~~

To the families and friends of those affected. ...if there is anything I can do. Anything, even if I cannot create an antidote. Let me know.

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Jun. 14th, 2008

.:67:.

Bleaker and bleaker.

If it were not for Sellz...for the first time, I would wish that I was returned to London. This place has changed. Death seems so much more rampant than it ever was before.

Though I never had many companions here... ...hm. Wonderful to become sociable just in time to be alone. ...no, not alone. But Max...

Jun. 2nd, 2008

.:66:.

.........................

Max.

No. Nonono. I just. I just returned here. You can't...not like this. Not so soon. I just... You can't take her away this quickly.

...perhaps...she will come back. ...She must. ......she has to.

May. 24th, 2008

.:65:.

Here again.

...Is this a blessing or a curse? I hadn't thought...I had wished, I had prayed... Despite the luxuries and the comforts of home, that I would return.

Funny, that. I wonder what I have to repent for this time around, what my sin is. Sloth, perhaps...I can't say I was terribly motivated at home over the past three months. ...or perhaps Envy.

Three months...

Max? Sellz? Are the two of you still here...?

Apr. 12th, 2008

.:64:.

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Apr. 5th, 2008

.:63:.

A Spring Ball. Cherry Blossom....it's a Japanese tradition, isn't it? Some sorts of festival celebrating the coming of the spring...? I have to confess that I'm not terribly knowledgable about other customs and traditions. Such is what happens when you bury yourself in nothing but science.

A ball, though--it does bring back memories. Good ones. Some of the best in my mind, in fact.

With that as such...

Max, would you do me the honor of accompanying me to this ball?

This time, at least, we won't freeze to death standing on the balcony outside.

Mar. 28th, 2008

.:62:.

This is a much different place to work than I am usually used to, but I can't say I don't like it, to be honest. Learning of all these new chemicals and materials, these potions...it's fascinating, and absolutely amazing. The properties of these, their effects, they're so different from what I am normally used to, so much more potent in certain ways, and the variety...

Being able to learn again as well as work is a pleasure.

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Mar. 25th, 2008

.:61:.

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Mar. 11th, 2008

.:60:.

Well...with the way things are going with ShinRa, it seems that I'm out of a job. Hn. This...could be a problem. I don't want Max to be the only member of this household making any income, of course. ~~I don't mean that in any condenscending fashion, Max, before you ask.~~

Here we go again, then...

Is anyone in need of a scientist with a specialization in the creation of medicines? I've been in this field for many years back home, and have been working at the science department at ShinRa until recently.

Tags: here we go again, need a job

Mar. 5th, 2008

.:59:.

..........

Felix.

[[ooc: Damien got one of those letters, 'written' by Felix, a close friend (...only friend) of his from back in London. He misses him. ;_;]]

Tags: i miss my bff

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